Excruciating Pain: A Personal Fight With the Enigmatic Suffering of Cluster Headache Syndrome

It was a overcast weekday in the morning in September 2016. I worked as a educator, attempting to manage a new class, when a intense sensation erupted behind my one eye. This was followed by rapid jolts, similar to lightning bolts. As each class came and went, the discomfort eased and then came back with increased force. Four times that day I left a colleague with worksheets and ran to the school bathroom to soak my face with cool water. I tried paracetamol, but the agony remained unbearable.

The attacks appeared frequently that fall, and again in spring, soon forming an yearly cycle. The autumn months were the most severe, then the late winter. I could predict the pattern: aura in the morning, early pangs on the train, full-blown agony in class by 9.30am. In late 2019, a doctor finally referred me to a specialist and I was given a diagnosis with cluster headaches.

This condition typically begin with severe pain around a single eye that persists for three hours.

Approximately one in 1,000 individuals suffer by the condition, and males are more frequently diagnosed. Cluster headaches typically begin with sudden, excruciating pain focused on one eye that reaches its peak within a short time and continues for as long as three hours. Attacks come in clusters, daily or multiple times a day, and are accompanied by red or watery eyes, drooping eyelids or facial sweating. There exists an episodic type, which arrives in periodic cycles; some patients have continuous cluster headaches, characterized by the absence of long pain-free periods.

What unites sufferers is the intensity. One study rated the sensation at 9.7 10, higher than broken bones or pancreatitis. Another discovered a significant percentage of cluster headache patients experienced suicidal thoughts amid attacks; the number dropped to 4% when they were not in pain.

Val Hobbs, in her seventies, a long-term patient from Pembrokeshire, isn't surprised. Her attacks began when she was a toddler. “I would hurl myself on the floor and bang my head. That was put down to being spoiled,” she says. Her symptoms worsened through her youth. Drinking in her teens, like several triggers, made things worse. After drinking sherry at her school leaving party, she recalls hardly being able to see on the transport home.

Her family often interpreted her attacks as drunken behavior. Understanding eventually came from her parent and then from her partner, Rod. “I was very fortunate to find such an understanding person,” she says. Hobbs took clerical work after relocating, but often hid her illness. She was dismissed from one job, partly due to time off during attacks. Her breakthrough identification came in 2002 at a specialist neurology center.

Nevertheless, the inability to plan daily activities around unpredictable pain took its toll. She especially hated being unable to plan outings, being seen as flaky as a co-worker, and even having to be cared for by her family during the incapacitation caused by the worst episodes. “It robs you of the simple freedoms we don't value until they're gone,” she says. She remembers obtaining tickets for a significant concert, only to have an episode inside a portable toilet.


Headaches have been documented across the ages. “The first account of headache originates from the Mesopotamians in 4000BC,” write experts in a publication on the subject. They linked the ailment to an evil spirit who attacked his victims' heads.

Ancient healing records suggest bizarre remedies for what modern observers would describe as a headache disorder. In the middle ages, severe headache was recognised as a separate disorder, with treatments including bloodletting to other, more superstitious remedies.

It was a Dutch doctor who provided the initial comprehensive account of a cluster-type attack. In his medical observations, he speaks of a patient “afflicted with a very intense headache happening and disappearing each day at fixed hours”.

Cluster headaches were only officially recognised by international headache committees in 1988. From the 1960s to the late 1990s, they were believed to be caused by a issue with a key blood vessel that delivers blood to the brain. Prominent specialists in treating the disorder explain this.

In 1998, scientists released the findings of a study for which they had triggered cluster headaches in patients and observed the attacks in a imaging machine. The data, published in a prominent medical publication, showed increased activity of the a brain region, which is responsible for human sleep-wake cycles, when patients were in discomfort, and a reduction when they recovered.

Despite such progress, diagnosis remains delayed. One man's attacks started in 1986 and felt like “a modelling balloon being inflated behind my one eye”. GPs thought he had a sinus issue; he underwent four surgeries before finally being diagnosed in recently, after a doctor researched his symptoms.

Specialists say wait times in diagnosis and treatment occur because patients are seldom seen during an episode. “You're exhausted and low, but not in agony,” one says. He proceeds by eliminating other primary headache disorders, such as migraine, before confirming the disorder. A thorough patient history is essential: on which side do signs appear? For how much time? What season? Are there triggers, such as alcohol? Certain features such as tearing, drooping eyelids and stuffy nose help confirm the diagnosis. Once diagnosed, patients may be referred to dedicated centers. But a lot of first arrive to emergency rooms or are given inadequate therapies.

Dorothy Chapman, 78, has experienced the condition for the majority of her adult life, although she hasn't had an episode since recent years. When she was in her twenties, she had her molars pulled because dentists misunderstood her symptoms. She believes the dental profession still need greater education. When a sufferer sought help from a support group, it was she who responded. I remember calling a helpline during an attack in early 2021; a calm advisor guided me through oxygen therapy and drugs until the episode passed.

National guidelines on treatment recommend that sufferers are offered high-flow oxygen and/or a specific drug delivered by injection. No oral painkillers or strong analgesics should be used. Preventive choices include a blood pressure medication, which apparently helps manage the attacks of well-known individuals.

But consultant neurologists argue the official guidelines need revising to reflect a clearer treatment pathway and help general practitioners avoid incorrect prescriptions. For periodic patients, the treatment window is everything: “The duration of the bout dictates the approach.” Brief cycles with occasional episodes are handled with abortive therapy only. Longer or more intense bouts require preventives such as verapamil, sometimes combined with steroids. Many patients also receive a nerve block injection during a bout – an injection into the area of the skull where the discomfort is that decreases nerve activity.

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Vickie Peters
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